The end of my rope

I'm just about at the end of my rope.

I'm tired.

I'm angry.

I'm hurt.

I'm resentful.

I'm hateful.

I'm scared.

I'm confused.

I'm full of blame.

I'm ashamed.

And most, and worst, of all:

I'm nearly hopeless.

Sometimes, it's just too much. It's just too overwhelming. You don't know what to do, so you just pretend like everything is fine. You deny and deny some more. And then, it all comes crashing down, all your layers of denial, and the brick wall you hit is bigger than you ever imagined it could be.

Sometimes, you just need someone to remind you:

IT'S WORTH IT.

I could use some reminding right now.

3 people used their Big Boy words to communicate:

WheresMyAngels said...

I don't know what is going on but many things seem like they can't be faced but they can be and you can get thru it.

Angela said...

Shan,

The rope is longer than you think. Hang in there. Call me if you need to. Love you.

Melissa Compton said...

Even brick walls eventually crumble. Hope you're feeling better today.